The morning after David's death, I woke before dawn and walked to the window of the penthouse. The city was still and silent, wrapped in that pale gray light that comes just before the sun rises. I stood there for a long time, my hand pressed against the cold glass, trying to name what I felt. Relief. Grief. Emptiness. None of the words fit exactly. David Miller had been the central monster of my life for ten years. He had filmed me, shared me, laughed at me. He had locked a child in a bunker. He had written me letters from prison promising I would never be free of him. And now he was dead on a cell floor, murdered by the same network he had once served. I should have felt free. I did not feel free. I felt like a room in a house that had been sealed shut for years, and someone had finally opened the door, and I did not know what to do with the air. Marcus found me there an hour later. He did not speak. He just wrapped hi
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