She asked on a Wednesday morning.Not Tuesday, when Ethan had been there and the question would have had a different quality, an immediacy, the asking of something in the presence of its subject. Wednesday, when the apartment had returned to its ordinary configuration and Mia was at the kitchen table with her cereal and Gerald and the map, which she was studying with the focused attention of someone conducting a review rather than an addition.“Mama,” she said.“Yes,” I said.“Ethan is your boy,” she said.I looked at her. “He’s my son,” I said. “Yes.”She considered the cereal spoon. “But he didn’t live here.”“No,” I said. “He lived with his father.”“Why?”I sat down at the island across from her and thought about the question the way I had been thinking about questions from Mia since she was old enough to produce them, which was with the specific attention of someone who understood that a four-year-old deserved honest answers calibrated to what a four-year-old could carry.“Someti
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