VAYLEN I didn't let myself think about the child. Not properly, not yet. Whatever she was to me, the answer ran through her mother first. If Alice Laurent wasn't Catherine, then a resemblance was just a resemblance, a cruel trick grief liked to play on tired eyes. And if she was, everything else would follow from that single fact on its own, without me needing to chase it. So I held the question about the girl closed, the way I'd learned to hold most things closed, and let myself focus on the one thread I could actually still pull. I wanted my head clear, so I went out to an open bar, crowded that evening. I pulled the door of the penthouse shut, walked down to the garage, and drove out into the cool night air. The city streets were bright with neon signs, the traffic moving in a slow, steady stream along the avenue. I headed toward the commercial district, parking the vehicle two blocks
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