Something about that short moment with Raven was completely changing for me. Afterwards, some of the smaller things that I was stressing over, seemed just that. Small.One thing that I cannot help but stress over, over and over again, is the possibility that Lyall could be my daughter's father. If he really is, what am I going to do about it? How will I know? How do I even tell him?At night, I am haunted by flashes of that night. Over and over again.Now, Lyall is always in them. I am still just never sure what his role was.Just the knowledge that he was there, changes things.He knows more. More than what he told me.The knowledge that he knew this, explains the guilty looks that he had been giving me. He knew what I had been through. He might have even been a part of it.Never once have I thought that he might have done all of this on purpose though. He was drugged just as I was that night. Even if he was there, I cannot see him harming me. The flashes even prove that. He is alw
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