Mag-log inWhen an unknown drug sweeps across the werewolf's male population, I am somehow the first female that falls victim. My future Alpha and I both manage to get drugged from an unknown source. Apparently, the drug reacts differently on females and causes us to go into heat immediately. With nobody around but my future Alpha who has also fallen victim to the drug, the night immediately takes a turn. When our parents find us the next morning, neither of us have any memory what happened. We just remember a few flashes of each other and know that we both woke up naked but nothing further. My parents do not take lightly to the news that I was found naked with the future alpha and all but force me out of the house, and the pack. When I finally find a place to settle, I not only learn a lot about myself, I also learn that I am pregnant. There is only one possible father but with no way to go back to him, I will have to leave him a few clues to hope that he figures it out.
view more"What kind of drug could affect us that way?" I asked my mother.
Tonight was supposed to be a celebration. It was my birthday, Lyall's birthday, and our entire friend group had plans to spend the night partying before our lives changed forever.
Instead, my parents were warning me about a dangerous new drug spreading through werewolf packs across the region.
That alone was enough to make my stomach tighten.
Werewolves were naturally immune to almost everything. Alcohol barely gave us a buzz unless it had been specially enchanted by a witch, and most drugs didn't affect us at all. Not that many wolves were foolish enough to try. Pack life was built on strength and discipline. One mistake could destroy your reputation overnight. Even an Alpha could be reduced to an Omega if they showed weakness.
That was why the recent incidents were so unsettling.
Young wolves between eighteen and twenty-five had been going out for a normal night of fun, accepting drinks from strangers, and waking up the next morning with no memory of what happened.
No one knew where the drug came from.
No one knew what it was doing.
And no one knew why wolves were being targeted.
"We haven't managed to get our hands on a sample yet," my father said grimly. "The healers suspect a witch helped create it, but that's only a theory. We don't know its purpose or who is distributing it. We just want you to be careful tonight."
His expression hardened.
"The victims all reported the same thing. They accepted a drink from someone, and then they woke up the next morning with entire hours missing from their memories."
A chill ran down my spine.
Memory loss was terrifying for anyone.
For a werewolf, it could be catastrophic.
We were stronger, faster, and far more dangerous than humans. If a wolf lost control while under the influence of some unknown substance, the consequences could be devastating. Humans had developed weapons capable of killing our kind, and the last thing we needed was to draw attention to ourselves.
History had already taught us that lesson.
Centuries ago, we had revealed ourselves to humanity.
It had been a disaster.
Fear, panic, and violence had spread like wildfire. Some humans wanted to hunt us. Others wanted to study us. Neither option had ended well.
Since then, we had stayed hidden.
And we intended to keep it that way.
"Just promise you'll be careful," my mother said. "If you're not home before dawn, we'll come looking for you."
Dad offered a weak smile. "To be fair, the victims have all been male so far. She may not be in any danger."
Mom shot him a look sharp enough to make him immediately regret speaking.
I almost laughed.
Almost.
"Did Alpha tell Lyall?" I asked.
"He's speaking with him now," Dad replied. "We're trying not to spread panic through the pack."
My jaw tightened.
"You're serious? People are being drugged and nobody is warning them?"
My parents exchanged a glance.
"Everyone going out tonight deserves to know," I continued. "If they're aware of the risk, maybe they'll think twice before accepting drinks from strangers."
The silence that followed told me exactly how little influence my opinion carried.
"We debated whether to tell you at all," my mother admitted quietly. "Since women haven't been targeted."
Then she hesitated.
My stomach sank.
Of course.
"We thought you should know because you'll be with Lyall."
The familiar bitterness settled in my chest.
There it was.
Not concern for me.
Concern for the Alpha's son.
Just like always.
The first day I was home, nobody came by.I was a little surprised by that until Raven explained that everyone wanted me to have at least one day to adjust to being home with Amaani.After that, it was like someone opened a revolving door at our house.The first person to show up, of course, was Mark.He had been the one to drive us home from the hospital, but as soon as Raven and I were settled in, he had left to give us some space.Now, he is in the kitchen with Raven, helping her cook breakfast while I nurse Amaani in my bedroom.Once again, Raven had been right about me using the bassinet.I couldn't even allow myself to truly relax in my bed unless she was right beside me. Once she was settled next to me, though, I fell asleep staring at her sweet little face.It was the best thing in the world to fall asleep to.And even better to wake up next to.From everything I've heard, she has been a rather good baby so far. Then again, most of what I know about babies comes from humans. I
Lyall’s POVWe know Rowan was here.This is the hospital she was brought to when she went into labor. At least, this is the hospital she was on her way to when we found out where she was.Now she is gone.My stomach twists as the questions start racing through my head.Did she make it here safely?Did something happen on the way?Or did she leave before I could get to her?I don't know which possibility scares me the most.As werewolves, most of us don't even go to hospitals for deliveries. In the pack, a pack doctor usually comes to your home, and the baby is delivered there. Hospitals are mostly for emergencies or for those of us who are living outside the pack.Which means Rowan being here makes sense.But her leaving doesn't."Lyall, she isn't here." Troy says as he walks over to me.Troy might be the mildest wolf in our group, but compared to humans, he is still large enough to make people nervous. I notice several people watching us from across the hallway, their eyes darting be
Being home with Amaani is somehow even more surreal than being in the hospital with her was.Maybe it's because the hospital still felt temporary.There were nurses coming in and out. Doctors checking on us. People constantly reminding me what was happening and what I needed to do.Here, there is none of that.It's just us.Amaani is actually home.My daughter is sleeping in her nursery, in the crib we spent so much time preparing for her. I can rock her whenever I want. I can read to her. I can sit beside her crib and simply watch her sleep.And apparently, I can do exactly that for hours without getting bored.Everything about this room makes me emotional.The little blankets.The clothes folded neatly in the dresser.The stuffed animals waiting for her to grow big enough to play with them.The rocking chair.The crib.All of it was once something I was preparing for.Now she's actually here.This entire pregnancy has been a journey.That's the only way I can describe it.A journey
"Are you ready to go home?"I look up at the doctor, still trying to process her question.Home?Already?I know parents normally don't stay in the hospital forever after having a baby, but somehow the thought of leaving terrifies me.Here, there are nurses.Doctors.People checking on Amaani every hour.If something happens, someone is right there.At home, it will just be me, Raven, and my tiny daughter.I'm supposed to know what I'm doing now.I'm supposed to be her mother.And somehow, that feels much more frightening than giving birth did."Well..." The doctor smiles at me. "I will be honest. You are healing much faster than I would have expected. Almost like you are a werewolf yourself."My stomach drops.I glance toward Raven.The doctor gives us a knowing look before continuing."And with this baby being a werewolf, she is more than ready to get out of here."She pauses.Then her expression changes.More serious."I also heard that there is a small group of werewolves downstair
"What kind of drug could affect us that way?" I asked my mother.Tonight was supposed to be a celebration. It was my birthday, Lyall's birthday, and our entire friend group had plans to spend the night partying before our lives changed forever.Instead, my parents were warning me about a dangerous
Flashes.That was all I had.Flashes of light.Flashes of voices.Flashes of movement just beyond my reach.Every time I tried to grasp one of the memories, it slipped away like water through my fingers.My head pounded.It felt as though someone had taken a hammer to my skull and then left the pie
Troy looked far too pleased with himself as we sat around sipping our drinks and talking about all the trouble we'd inevitably get into at college.I still couldn't believe everyone had decided to go.When Lyall and I first made our plans, I'd imagined the two of us facing a new world together. Som
"On a more serious note," Mel said, lifting his empty glass, "one of us has to go get the next round, don't we?"A collective groan went around the table.We all laughed at Mel's expression.His family was ridiculously wealthy. Not spoiled exactly, but definitely accustomed to convenience. If there












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