All Chapters of In bed with havoc: Chapter 1 - Chapter 4

AVAI was eighteen years old, drunk on cheap tequila, and about to ruin my life with the one man I should’ve never touched.But I was getting ahead of myself.Let me rewind to three hours earlier, when I still believed in love, loyalty, and the stupid fairy tale that good girls got happy endings.I stood outside Tyler's apartment door, juggling a box of his favorite cupcakes and the excitement thrumming through my veins. Graduation had been that morning I had gotten to experience the cap, gown and the whole cheesy ceremony and that night, I was supposed to celebrate with my boyfriend of two years. Maybe he'd finally say he loved me. Maybe he'd kiss me the way girls in movies got kissed, like I was the only thing that mattered.I knocked once. Then twice.No answer.The door was unlocked, so I pushed it open, calling his name as I stepped inside. The apartment was dim, lit only by the glow of the TV playing some action movie on mute. My heels clicked against the hardwood as I moved tow

AVAI woke up to cold sheets and an empty bed.The morning light filtered through the floor to ceiling windows of Ryder's penthouse and for a split second I forgot where I was. Then it all came rushing back. Tyler. Jenna. The bar. Ryder carrying me here like I was fragile and worth saving.And then the kiss.God, the kiss that turned into so much more.My cheeks burned as I sat up and pulled the silk sheet against my bare chest. Every muscle in my body ached in ways I had never felt before. I was sore and tender and the reminder of what we had done made my stomach flip.I had given Ryder my virginity.Not Tyler, who I had dated for two years. Not some college boy I would meet later. Ryder Kane, the man I had loved from a distance for three years, had been my first.And I did not regret it.At least not yet.I climbed out of bed and found my dress from last night draped over a chair. My underwear was somewhere on the floor. I got dressed quickly and ran my fingers through my tangled ha