He Killed My Babies Thirty-Six Times のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

Nyra’s POV“Luna Blackthorne, congratulations. You’re pregnant.”For a moment, I forgot how to breathe.The healer’s voice echoed inside my head, distant and unreal, as though the words had traveled through water before reaching me.Pregnant? My fingers tightened slowly around the edge of the table.No, this had to be a dream.After seven years and thirty-six failed pregnancies. After endless tonics, rituals, prayers, medicines, and sleepless nights, I was finally pregnant.A sharp breath escaped me and only then did I realize tears were rolling down my cheeks.My entire body trembled.“Are… are you sure?” I whispered.The healer nodded slowly, but something about her expression made the joy in my chest falter.There was no happiness in her eyes, only pity. Cold dread crept beneath my skin.“What’s wrong?” I asked quietly.The healer hesitated before speaking carefully. “Your body is too weak, Luna.”My smile faded completely. “What does that mean?”“Your wolf has suffered severe damag

Nyra’s POV“Run!”“Get out—!”My eyes snapped open as chaos erupted around me. My lungs burned as I coughed, the sharp scent of wolfsbane filling the air. The Blood Moon glowed above, casting everything in red.My breath caught.No… I pushed myself up, my heart racing as I looked around. This was the same room, the same night, and the same chaos from seven years ago. My gaze landed on the couch and I saw Isolde lying there unconscious but alive. What is going on? Didn't she die seven years ago? Didn't I just die? My hands began to shake as I grabbed a shattered phone beside me and through the screen I saw the year as 2025This was seven years ago, the night it all began. I had been reborn! I tried to stand but my leg was crushed under a heavy boulder and I couldn't move. A loud crash echoed as the door was kicked open and Cassian rushed in looking younger. “Cassian…” I reached out, my voice desperate as I coughed. “Save me!”His eyes met mine and then he turned and walked past me

Nyra’s POVThe words settled into the room like a stone dropped in still water.For a moment, no one spoke. Cassian didn’t move, he just stood there, staring at me like he didn’t hear me right. For the first time since he walked in he looked thrown off. The composure he had worn so effortlessly just seconds ago cracked only slightly but I saw it. His eyes searched mine as if trying to find something familiar.He was probably searching for the old Nyra, the one he killed. The one who would have thrown herself on the floor begging him to choose her but I wasn’t her anymore and he wouldn’t find her.Beside him, Isolde stiffened and her grip on his arm tightened. The hidden smug smile on her face vanished and was replaced by disbelief. They were all in shock because I wasn’t dancing according to their tune anymore.My mother was the first to break the silence.“Nyra,” she called, her voice uncertain as she stepped forward, “What did you just say?”I didn’t look at her, my gaze remained on

Nyra’s POVMy mom pulled me into a tight hug, like she wasn’t convinced I was fine. Her fingers slid through my hair as she exhaled slowly.“I should have seen it,” she murmured, her voice heavy with regret, “All this time, she was right under my roof and I—”“Mom,” I cut in gently, pulling back.She looked at me, her eyes red, guilt written all over her face.“It’s not your fault,” I said, squeezing her hand lightly. “You trusted her, that’s not a crime.”Her lips trembled, “But you’re the one who paid the price.”I shook my head and gave her a small smile. “Not anymore.”She nodded but she kept looking at me like she was searching for something beneath my calm expression. Like she could tell something had changed but couldn’t quite place it.She wasn’t wrong. That version of me who cried over Cassian, who begged and endured was gone.“Mom,” I said quietly, lowering my voice, “There’s something else.”Her expression shifted immediately. “What is it?”“It’s Dad.”She frowned. “What abo

Cassian’s POV“I’m claiming Nyra Ashford as my mate.”The words echoed across the silent pack grounds like a slap across my face.My jaw tightened instantly as Kaelen held Nyra’s hand without fear, without hesitation, like he had every right to touch her.The crowd erupted into chaos.“A second chance mate?”“How is that possible?”“The Moon Goddess rejected Alpha Cassian?”I barely heard any of it. All I could focus on was Nyra. She wasn’t looking at me.Her eyes remained fixed on Kaelen like the rest of the world had disappeared around them.Something ugly twisted violently inside my chest.Mine. The possessive thought came so suddenly that it startled even me.Beside me, Isolde’s grip around my arm tightened painfully.“Cassian…” she whispered.I looked down at her automatically. Her eyes were filled with panic.Right, this was supposed to be our bonding ceremony.But somehow everything had spiraled completely out of control the moment Kaelen appeared.Kaelen finally released Nyra’s