Semua Bab I Lost My Baby After My Alpha Betrayed Me: Bab 1 - Bab 5

-Sarah’s Pov-I never thought marriage would feel so empty. Three years with Xavier, yet it was as if I was invisible to him. We were supposed to be a fated mate, a bond that the Moon Goddess had destined, yet fate seemed to have played a cruel trick on us.When Xavier proposed to me, it was a beautiful thing despite the compulsion. I knew he couldn't refuse because, after all, we were meant to be together. He was my mate and so was I for him."I have to accept you as my partner, but don't ever expect anything more from me because you know exactly why."Those were his words when he accepted me back then when he knew that I was his mate. In fact, I still remember his cold voice, piercing into my heart that was too warm for him. Or, was I too kind to him?It was just that it was painful to be in a marriage where my mate didn’t love me. I guess I had gotten used to it because it happened anyway.Xavier ... That husband of mine only loved my twin sister,Mariya. And of course, marrying me

-Sarah’s Pov-His slap really hurt me. Not only did my cheeks feel hurt from the stinging pain I felt, but my heart as well. In fact, my heart hurt more than anything else.My eyes even started to glaze over, tears falling down my cheeks as I held my cheek that had been slapped by my own husband."Why did you slap me?" I asked him.He looked so angry, even the look in his eyes was absolutely horrifying for me to stare at. But I didn't turn my gaze away from him.Then my twin sister came towards me, got behind me, and held my shoulders. "Xavier, don't hurt her," were the words I heard. It sounded so sincere like a sister, but I didn't know if she was really defending me."What's wrong? What happened? Why?" I asked, still confused and full of questions that I couldn't find the answers to. I was still so shocked by my own husband's slap. They were staring at each other and it really looked like I was the villain."What did you do toMariya, Sarah?! Tell me honestly! Why did you hurt her

-Sarah’s Pov-After it was all over, letting go of one of my babies that I'd lost to myself, I tried to brace myself until I started preparing to go home.Yeah, I was going home for a while to pack my things. However, I couldn’t leave my things at Xavier' house, I mean some of my things. Because I was only going to bring a few of them, just the essentials.I walked slowly with the aching pain I felt, but I persisted to finish all this. I think the sooner the better. I was also sure that they wanted me to leave as soon as possible.I would try to bury my love for Xavier as deeply as I let go of one of my lost children. I realized that in life—not just human life—that it is necessary to lose in order to become something good. Maybe this way I could know and learn to be stronger.When I was ready and about to walk out of the room, Doctor Richard suddenly walked in, looking at me with a frown on his forehead."Hey, are you leaving?" he asked me.I nodded with a weak smile. "I've improved