LOGINWhen Xavier proposed to me, it was a beautiful thing despite the compulsion. I knew he couldn't refuse because, after all, we were meant to be together. He was my mate and so was I for him. "I have to accept you as my partner, but don't ever expect anything more from me because you know exactly why." Those were his words when he accepted me back then when he knew that I was his mate. In fact, I still remember his cold voice, piercing into my heart that was too warm for him. Or, was I too kind to him? It was just that it was painful to be in a marriage where my mate didn’t love me. I guess I had gotten used to it because it happened anyway. Xavier ... That husband of mine only loved my twin sister,Mariya. And of course, marrying me was because I was just a shadow of my completely identical twin sister. Maybe he thought, it didn’t matter if people were different as long as they had the same face.
View More-Sarah’s Pov-After it was all over, letting go of one of my babies that I'd lost to myself, I tried to brace myself until I started preparing to go home.Yeah, I was going home for a while to pack my things. However, I couldn’t leave my things at Xavier' house, I mean some of my things. Because I was only going to bring a few of them, just the essentials.I walked slowly with the aching pain I felt, but I persisted to finish all this. I think the sooner the better. I was also sure that they wanted me to leave as soon as possible.I would try to bury my love for Xavier as deeply as I let go of one of my lost children. I realized that in life—not just human life—that it is necessary to lose in order to become something good. Maybe this way I could know and learn to be stronger.When I was ready and about to walk out of the room, Doctor Richard suddenly walked in, looking at me with a frown on his forehead."Hey, are you leaving?" he asked me.I nodded with a weak smile. "I've improved
-Sarah's Pov-"I'm sick ... why are you telling me to get out, Xavier?" I whined because I really felt sick. My tears fell and I didn't see the slightest worry on his face.I was even still staring at my twin sister who wasn't doing anything either. "Zoya ... please. I'm your sister, it hurts. Help me," It felt like I didn't even care about the pain in my heart because of them because I needed help for myself right now.My stomach was getting more and more twisted like it was actually being squeezed by something, even the blood that was coming out was getting so heavy that I myself could feel my body breaking out in cold sweat."No need to pretend just to get my sympathy, Sarah! I know you're pretending so I won't get mad at you!" Xavier said with hatred written all over his face.I really didn't understand how he could act like that towards me. My pain was really coming together now. I no longer knew how I should beg him when I really needed him.My disappointment was growing without
-Sarah’s Pov-His slap really hurt me. Not only did my cheeks feel hurt from the stinging pain I felt, but my heart as well. In fact, my heart hurt more than anything else.My eyes even started to glaze over, tears falling down my cheeks as I held my cheek that had been slapped by my own husband."Why did you slap me?" I asked him.He looked so angry, even the look in his eyes was absolutely horrifying for me to stare at. But I didn't turn my gaze away from him.Then my twin sister came towards me, got behind me, and held my shoulders. "Xavier, don't hurt her," were the words I heard. It sounded so sincere like a sister, but I didn't know if she was really defending me."What's wrong? What happened? Why?" I asked, still confused and full of questions that I couldn't find the answers to. I was still so shocked by my own husband's slap. They were staring at each other and it really looked like I was the villain."What did you do toMariya, Sarah?! Tell me honestly! Why did you hurt her
-Sarah’s Pov-**[Flashback]**Three years ago, everything changed in ways I never imagined. Why could I say that? Here you go.Xavier was the only child and heir of the Alpha of the Blood Moon pack, one of the biggest, richest, and strongest packs in our region, and had to marry me if he wanted to be crowned Alpha, the successor of his pack.I was ordinary at first, but then the unimaginable happened to me.Fate said that Xavier and I were mates who were meant to be together. That was the reason why he had to marry his mate if he wanted to be crowned Alpha.Meanwhile, I knew he andMariya loved each other. They had a special relationship that could be said to be like dating even though they were not destined to be together by the Moon Goddess.But the problem was, at that timeMariya didn't even want to marry Xavier, whose position was not yet solid."Marry him, Sarah," she said when she found out that I was his mate."Don't be stupid, I don't want to marry him. He's your love and his l
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