Emma's POVParis is nothing like I expect and exactly like I need.I land on a Tuesday morning in October with two suitcases, a carry-on, a body that is doing approximately forty-seven things I have not authorised, and the specific brand of terrified that masquerades as calm if you hold it right.The airport is loud and fast and completely indifferent to the fact that I am twenty-six years old, newly divorced, secretly pregnant, and have just moved to a country where I speak the language at a level my high school French teacher would generously describe as enthusiastic.Nobody looks at me twice.It is the most invisible I have ever felt.It is the most free I have ever felt.Those two things, I am realising, are the same thing, and that realisation alone feels worth the plane ticket.I stand at the baggage carousel and watch my suitcases come around and think about the last time I was at an airport. Eight months ago, flying back from New York with Liam after a conference where I had sp
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