Semua Bab Our daughter is gone and so is our love Alpha. : Bab 1 - Bab 5

Philia's pov "Tonight is our daughter's death anniversary, will you finally let me see her?"My mate's body tensed, a groan escaped through the crack of his lips"Philia, we've spoken about this...", he laid his pen flat against the document he was signing, lifting his eyes to mine while his broad back pushed towards the cushions of his chair. "Ellie isn't there, don't you tire of repeating the same lie even after five years?"The ever present lump in my throat pushed against the sides, enlarging itself on my grief as I struggled to breath.Ellie had been born a lovely but fragile pup, from the moment I held her I'd sensed her flickering lifecore. Tests came back and confirmed it all; she'd live all of her life on medication and endless hospital trips.Rowan, my mate and Alpha of Shadowfang was inflamed. He accused me on sharing a bed with another."There is no way the moon goddess would curse me with a weakling as my first born!" he'd roared at me, pack members turned their backs on

Zade’s POVShe was prettier than I expected.A shallow first thought, but one that could be excused. Her black, wavy hair fell past her shoulders and her dress, though simple, accentuated her figure.My second thought was that she looked like she would rather be anywhere else but here. Understandable for obvious reasons, but she kept herself isolated from everyone else. Her only company were the glasses that she swiped off of the waiters' trays.If I approached her then, it would be too obvious.But everyone else walked past her like she was furniture; in contrast, Veil the concubine had people fluttering around her.I saw my chance and I quite literally grabbed it as Rowan began a speech that called everyone’s attention. I was taking her outside to the garden when I heard it:"It is my utmost joy to tell you all that I have chosen an heir, and that is no one else than my son, Bramwell."I gritted my teeth against each other. I already knew this man was a fool, but how could he? Annou

Rowan’s POVGetting evenThis is strange.Something was wrong and I could feel it down to my bones. Philia should have come to me by now; that icy, immovable exterior she wore on the surface should have cracked again, with her running to me for an explanation. But the only thing she had done was leave the occasion early. No reaction, no explosion—just nothing. And it grated on me inside. Why was she so lukewarm about everything?A shiver brushed through my chest, following Veil’s fingers. I looked down at her, a smile finding its way across my face before I realized it. It was bittersweet, but it was there, because every time I look at her, I see Elena.It’s like she’s right here with me—still in my arms—with that soft oval face, flushed cheeks, and lithe body. But she called me too cold to caress her."Rowan, there seems to be a lot on your mind. Why don’t you let me distract you?"It was morning, and we had found ourselves in the shower. She had been amazing since last night, and I