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"Mommy, Will daddy come see me before I die?," After all these my daughter's tiny desperate voice stills ghosts across my ears and my lips still tasted bitter with the lies that flowed through. "You won't die my little moon,"I wept, "...your Daddy will be here soon, he promised," the warmth was already draining from her small fingers as I clutched them like a lifeline, the beeps of the machines attached to her was the only thing that cut through the silence. Most days it feels like I never walked out of that ward, my mind had reconciled with the truth. But my heart refused to. I swiped off a glass from the waiter's tray as he strolled by me at the shadowy corner of the foyer, downing the rich amber liquid in seconds. Murmurs spilled from the guests, their judgmental stares crowd all over my skin like cockroaches, I ignored them all after all I was used to the stares. After my daughter passed away, her life core dimmed down to darkness. I had rushed to the hospital to see her, at least what was left of her. "WHERE IS SHE?!" I came to an empty bed where she once laid, the entire room had been cleaned and was void of her scent when I demanded to know where she was I was fed at the same hogwash that I have been given for years. "Luna Philia, she has been transferred to another hospital abroad with a distant uncle, supposedly they had better facilities. " I was never given the location of this supposed distant uncle or even his name, when I first heard the lies being fed to me I lost my mind going berserk and had to be injected and suppressed in the hospital, this sweat through the entire pack like a wild fire smearing my already fragile image. From then onwards I was the unstable Luna, the one people got ready to whisper about in hushed voices while stealing looks at her as if she was a zoo attraction rather than a person. Another slim glass found itself around my fingers, my eyes scraping through every inch of the Crescent hall searching for the stranger that had sent me that message. Perhaps I was mad like the people said, I have come here on the basis of unverified text surrounded by dozens of wolves without an inkling as to who it was amongst them. Maybe I should leave, return back to sulking to the empty grave of my daughter. But something-I don't know what-kept my legs glued to the floor. I couldn't leave even in the onslaught of artificial scents, puddle deep chatter and concocted interactions. Then as if tonight was not already difficult enough, Veil came up to me her Entourage escorting her. She was dressed to the nines as usual, a baby blue dress that flared from her waist, matched with a blue diamond jewelry set. She was the very embodiment of the word cherished. "Philia, you finally decided to Honor my invitation, it's so lovely to have you here!" She rose her normally soft voice high with intent, she wanted to draw attention to me, in another chip attempt to humiliate me. But I had enough alcohol in my system too lower my inhibitions and careless about her feelings so I responded swirling like less than the content within. "I mean I was curious about how the party I always prepare to during the night, it could have been better but It's alright," Her cheeks flushed red, and I could already picture her running to complain to Rowan later. So far she seems to be standing her ground on her own. She came towards me entangling her fingers in my free one and meaning towards my shoulder. "Why does everyone look so surprised?"she said staring at her friends, "As the Luna of the pack Philia is also Brammy's mother too. It's only natural that she wants to do everything possible to make sure that the future Alpha is raised properly." I found myself grinding my teeth, even though Bramwell was the only son right now, she was a concubine and had no right to declare him as heir especially as Rowan had not done that himself. My fingers were taken away from hers the alcohol digging deeper into my system. "Concubine Veil, how can you make such a declaration? Don't you know it's against the laws of the pack? Oh are you just intentionally trying to be obtuse?" Instantly like a switch had been flipped tears bubbled in the corner of her eyes and she covered her face, her friends looked at me as if I physically assaulted her instead of drawing a line and they took her away. I thought nothing of it and was still doing my search through the crowd when Rowan came up to me. "I just heard what you did to Veil,"he said grabbing my arm in public, "there will be consequences for that I promise you," he left leaving that vague threat in the air. I tried not to think much of it but the discomfort continued to build inside of me turning into worry that was enough to sober me up because Rowan could over look everything, until it came to her-his treasured concubine. The party continued and just when I was thinking of giving up and making my exit Rowan's deep voice flooded the hall as he tapped on the mic. "Everyone in the owner of my son's fifth shifting ceremony I have a very important announcement to make," the crowd naturally gathered and instinctive reaction to his alpha voice, I was also pulled towards it though not with the same gravity then all of a sudden someone grabbed me they grab that was firm yet gentle. "Come with me," came a deep unfamiliar voice, pulling me through the crowd. Was this the person who sent me this text? I wondered. My thoughts were broken off when Rowan's voice came again. "It is my utmost joy to tell you all that I have chosen an heir and that is no one else than my son, Bramwell.”Rowan’s POVGetting evenThis is strange.Something was wrong and I could feel it down to my bones. Philia should have come to me by now; that icy, immovable exterior she wore on the surface should have cracked again, with her running to me for an explanation. But the only thing she had done was leave the occasion early. No reaction, no explosion—just nothing. And it grated on me inside. Why was she so lukewarm about everything?A shiver brushed through my chest, following Veil’s fingers. I looked down at her, a smile finding its way across my face before I realized it. It was bittersweet, but it was there, because every time I look at her, I see Elena.It’s like she’s right here with me—still in my arms—with that soft oval face, flushed cheeks, and lithe body. But she called me too cold to caress her."Rowan, there seems to be a lot on your mind. Why don’t you let me distract you?"It was morning, and we had found ourselves in the shower. She had been amazing since last night, and I
Philia's pov It was as though the ground beneath my feet had been uprooted and the fiber of the reality I had known for the past 5 years ripping into shreds. "But that's not what he told me..."I saiid, "... He says that our daughter is still alive living with her distant uncle,"I hated the look of pity the alpha before me gave me because it so easily pulled at the seams of the lie that I was trying to weave into leaving me naked to the bitter truth. "Do you... Do you even have evidence of all these things you're seeing?""I do, I have the files I can have them sent to you discreetly."The more spoke the more it felt like somebody was cheering my chest apart, tears burns at the corner of my eyes. As pathetic as it might sound, I had hoped that I was the delusional one that somewhere out there my daughter was breathing alive and taken care of, that if I truly dedicated myself to the pack one day you would take pity on me and finally tell me where my daughter was. I buried my face i
Zade’s POVShe was prettier than I expected.A shallow first thought, but one that could be excused. Her black, wavy hair fell past her shoulders and her dress, though simple, accentuated her figure.My second thought was that she looked like she would rather be anywhere else but here. Understandable for obvious reasons, but she kept herself isolated from everyone else. Her only company were the glasses that she swiped off of the waiters' trays.If I approached her then, it would be too obvious.But everyone else walked past her like she was furniture; in contrast, Veil the concubine had people fluttering around her.I saw my chance and I quite literally grabbed it as Rowan began a speech that called everyone’s attention. I was taking her outside to the garden when I heard it:"It is my utmost joy to tell you all that I have chosen an heir, and that is no one else than my son, Bramwell."I gritted my teeth against each other. I already knew this man was a fool, but how could he? Annou
Philia's pov "Mommy, Will daddy come see me before I die?," After all these my daughter's tiny desperate voice stills ghosts across my ears and my lips still tasted bitter with the lies that flowed through. "You won't die my little moon,"I wept, "...your Daddy will be here soon, he promised," the warmth was already draining from her small fingers as I clutched them like a lifeline, the beeps of the machines attached to her was the only thing that cut through the silence. Most days it feels like I never walked out of that ward, my mind had reconciled with the truth. But my heart refused to. I swiped off a glass from the waiter's tray as he strolled by me at the shadowy corner of the foyer, downing the rich amber liquid in seconds. Murmurs spilled from the guests, their judgmental stares crowd all over my skin like cockroaches, I ignored them all after all I was used to the stares. After my daughter passed away, her life core dimmed down to darkness. I had rushed to the hospital
Philia's pov "Tonight is our daughter's death anniversary, will you finally let me see her?"My mate's body tensed, a groan escaped through the crack of his lips"Philia, we've spoken about this...", he laid his pen flat against the document he was signing, lifting his eyes to mine while his broad back pushed towards the cushions of his chair. "Ellie isn't there, don't you tire of repeating the same lie even after five years?"The ever present lump in my throat pushed against the sides, enlarging itself on my grief as I struggled to breath.Ellie had been born a lovely but fragile pup, from the moment I held her I'd sensed her flickering lifecore. Tests came back and confirmed it all; she'd live all of her life on medication and endless hospital trips.Rowan, my mate and Alpha of Shadowfang was inflamed. He accused me on sharing a bed with another."There is no way the moon goddess would curse me with a weakling as my first born!" he'd roared at me, pack members turned their backs on