IRENE"No," I admitted, frustration rising in my chest at my own failure to hold onto something that felt, suddenly, desperately important. "It's gone. I can feel the shape of it, almost, but I can't make my mouth form the actual sound. It's been eighteen years, Margaret. I didn't know, as a child, that any of this would matter someday. I didn't hold onto it the way I would have, if I'd understood what I was losing."Margaret reached over and took my hand, her grip warm and steady the way it had been that morning, grounding in a way that eased some of the rising panic in my chest."That's alright," she said quietly. "Memory works strangely, especially memory from that young an age. It doesn't disappear entirely, not usually. It goes quiet, tucked away somewhere the mind isn't actively using it, and sometimes the right question, or the right smell, or the right sound, can call it back out again when you least expect it." She squeezed my hand once. "You said she never spoke of it in fro
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