Several months had passed since I left Ryan’s house.At first, I thought the change would feel strange forever. Waking up in my sister’s guest room. Eating breakfast with someone who actually wanted to hear how I was doing. Coming home without wondering whether Ryan would be angry, cold, or ready to remind me of everything he hated about me.But slowly, it became normal.I had built a routine. Every morning, I woke up early, drank water, ate something before training, and worked out. Some days were difficult. Some mornings, my body felt heavy, and I wanted to stay in bed. I never did. I would put on my workout clothes, tie my hair back, and start.Marcus wasn’t there anymore. That made a difference. When he was around, I hardly focused on training because of the attention he gave me. I liked hearing his voice, feeling his hands guide me through an exercise, and knowing he noticed every change in my body. Now there was nobody watching. And somehow, that made me take it more seriously.
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