"That's a good attitude," I said. She kept talking about nail polish colors all the way to the car. She'd narrowed it down to two choices and argued the merits of each as though she were presenting her case to an impartial judge who would eventually make the final decision. I listened with the shopping bags in my hands, feeling something strange settle in my chest. It wasn't grief, and it wasn't fear. It wasn't exactly comfortable either, but it wasn't unpleasant. That evening, after we'd put the shopping away, folded the comforter, tested and approved the night-light, eaten dinner, finished bath time, and negotiated over how many chapters we'd read before bed, Lucy sat at the foot of my bed in her pajamas while I folded laundry. She watched me fold one of my shirts. "Are you okay?" she asked. I looked up at her. "Why do you ask?" "When I'm at Daddy's, are you going to be okay here by yourself?" "Of course," I said. "I'm going to paint. I've been wanting to start a new pi
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