"Yes." "We can do that," I said. "We can do that," he agreed. I picked up my tea. We sat at the table in the usual quiet of the evening. From down the hall came a brief sound from Alessandro's room, and then the silence settled again. I thought about what the wedding would be like. Two hundred and fourteen guests. Mara's large family, deeply attached to its traditions and expectations, and a grandmother in Florida who apparently planned to wear yellow. Jeffery's smaller family, which included my father, Aiden, the children, and me, and all the years that had brought us here. Marcus Vasquez somewhere in the room. That cold thing would probably be there when I saw him. I was prepared for that. I had learned enough to know that the cold thing contained information about me, and not necessarily about the situation it settled over. I would feel it, look at him, and see what was actually there, not what the coldness suggested. And if what I found in front of me was simply a m
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