All Chapters of Fire and Ice ;A hockey Romance story : Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

"This is kind of awkward to ask, especially now that so much time has passed but did you come home with Daniel ever before Christmas? i just feel like you guys didn’t spend a whole lot of time together, so i guess i don't really know how you dated for so long. you and i have been ‘boyfriends’ for less time and I feel like our relationship is so much different.”Dylan shouldn’t feel so happy that Andre has worries too. he wishes neither of them have worries. but it makes him feel a little less like a crazy obsessed weirdo.it makes him feel normal.“no, that was my first time going.” this is kind of awkward. “Dan and I were weird from the beginning honestly. I think we started dating more for curiosity and convenience. We had three classes together second year, so we saw each other a lot at school and then we didn't see each other at all over the summer time but we still texted. When the school year started we just continued as we were before. I was surprised that he invited me to come

Okay so maybe Andre lied when he said he’d be able to fall asleep once Dylan did.He tossed and turned for so many hours…admittedly listened to Dylan’s soft snoring for a little longer than necessary. and now it feels like he only barely fell asleep and his alarm is already going off. It’s normally easier to get into the swing of summer training because Daniel is his personal wake up call.Starting a few days early means Andre is on his own. But it wouldn’t be his first summer breakfast at home if the dining table wasn’t surrounded by his parents entertaining every little question that tumbles out of Hyeri’s mouth. Andre can’t even act like he doesn’t miss the chaos when he’s gone…just maybe this morning he has a tiny bit less patience than normal.But he doesn’t let it show. As soon as he is at the table, Hyeri is squeezing onto his lap.He groans, pretending she’s heavy even if they both know she isn’t, “you’re not a little girl anymore, i can’t hold you.” Hyeri just settles rig

He’s angry and irritated and starving and he misses Andre so much he can barely breathe.He’d rather walk the entire way home than spend another minute around his father.Dylan stops to grab some food at a burger place on his walk home.Taking his time and walking the long way around his street.Of course by the time Dylan gets home he can hear the muffled shouting from his parents bedroom. His grandma has three different plates wrapped and sitting on the table with his name on them, but he just places them in the fridge, locking himself in his room is easier than being out here. The pretty ribbon that keeps the big stack of flash cards intact is practically screaming his name. He wanted to wait until he really needed if, but fuck. he really needs it right now. anything to feel closer to Andre.But he’s only on the very first flash card and already burst into tears.— happy summer vacation. here is a flash card for every day that we’re apart. study up! I have my ‘ion’ you. xoxo, -

Ian: Dre? are you awake?Dre: I am. I just hung up the phone. are you okay? I could've swore you were snoring.Ian: Is your sister still in your room?Dre: I’m about to carry her into her own, one sec.…Dre: Ok, I’m back.What’s wrong?Ian: Nothing's wrong…I just, I really miss you.Other nights I've been fine but it's bad tonight :(Dre: Do you want me to call again? I will talk as long as you need.Ian: maybe…maybe we don’t have to call right now.Do you miss me..?Dre: I live in a constant state of missing you, baby.Ian: Andre.Dre: hm?Ian : hot … needDre: well fuck, why didn’t you say that sooner?Ian: didn’t wanna risk it…I need you so much.Dre: What is it that you need, my love? Are you jerking at that thick cock of yours?Ian: :(. doesn’t feel good nothing feels good since youDre: I know, my baby needs to be taken care of. I'm so sorry I can't be there right now to stroke you myself.Ian: hurts Dreso hardDre: keep fucking into that fist of yoursDid you add enough lube

“my love, are you awake?”Dylan has been curled in this same spot for hours. The puffiness makes it so that he canbarely open his eyes when he hears the door open, slow footsteps entering the room“Baby boy, you have to eat. how are you going to go on your trip if you aren't properly nourished?”Dylan sits up in his grandma’s presence but hides his face in his knees as another sob racks out of his chest.“what happened?” she speaks softly. “my daughter still hasn’t returned since she stormed out earlier.”“she…she’s so evil. she’s just evil.” Dylan shakes his head, hands wiping at his face“there’s no purpose for anything she says or does, if not to bring people down. i don’t understand.”“and and they still treat me like im just a child. their little burden that they have to keep on a leash despite wishing for me to disappear.”“they don’t want that—““they do!”Dylan immediately shrinks into himself. He never wants to raise his voice to her.“They don’t like him.”His grandmother s