"Once you've said everything you came to say, we should finalize the divorce," I said."Then I'll spend the rest of my life talking and never let it finish," Josh said.I froze at the unexpected tenderness in his words. Then I shook my head and smiled. "Neither of us ever had much to say."At our worst, we would go an entire week without exchanging even ten sentences. "I made things clear to Natalie. I won't see her again. I used her illness as an excuse to stay with her again and again." He sobbed and he wiped the corner of his eye. "You know it. But out of my own selfishness, I never considered your feelings.""It's all over," I shook my head."No! It's not over! Rena, let me make it up to you," Josh begged.I didn't understand any of this. "You clearly don't love me, so why won't you let me go?"Josh reacted fiercely as he gripped my hand and shouted, his voice almost angry. "I love you!"I smiled. "This isn't how love looks like. Every time Natalie and I needed you, you c
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