All Chapters of Not my spec: Chapter 151 - Chapter 160

Lila’s pov It was Aiden. It was clear he had just gotten out of shower, his low cut hair was damp and shining with sprinkles of water in a really cute way, he was shirtless, his chest bare and heaving hard, he didn’t look himself, I reached for the top of my towel and held it tight, about to ask him to excuse me, but his actions were faster than my words. He rushed to me and grabbed my waist, pulling me into his arms, I didn’t know how to react at that spot, if I should push him away but my mind was fixed on him, like why should I? A part of me knew this is what I wanted. I gasped as my body hit his solid chest, his eyes filled with a deep hunger, ready to ravish me, as I looked into his eyes. His stare seemed like nothing of the ordinary, not like the Aiden I knew. He didn’t seem like himself in any way. Before I could say a word he leaned into my lips and laid a kiss that I couldn’t stop. My eyes widened as our lips collided. I watched him close his eyes. This is the part I pr

Lila’s povI hadn’t lied to Aiden when I walked out on him and told him I didn’t know what I wanted anymore, because that was the absolute truth. I really didn’t know. Did I just want to be a wolf, even if only a beta and belong to a pack, or was there more to it? That was all I had wanted at one point in my life, but now that need had grown deeper. I wanted something more an addition to my list that I wasn’t sure I would ever have. It wasn't that it was impossible to reach, but it involved a piece of someone... a piece of his affection reserved just for me.- [ ] I went back home, ready to step inside and rest for the remaining hours of the day, doing anything I feel like would make me feel better, when I noticed Matthew standing near my door.I walked over to unlock it as he brought it up.“Did you have a good day today?” he asked as I slipped my key into the lock.“Yes. Why?” I asked, keeping my eyes fixed on the door.“I don’t know… just hoping you’re not breaking any rules,” he

Aiden’s povI stood staring at the door where she had just left, still surprised by her sudden shift in attitude. Not long ago, she wanted nothing more than to wolf out and belong just like everyone else. Now, with the opportunity staring her right in the face and the signs laid out before her, she was running away from it. There had to be a reason.I looked back down at the torn sheets, stepping closer to touch the fabric. The cut was deep not just for any ordinary wolf, even for an alpha.Could it be…? The thought crossed my mind, but I quickly stopped myself from taking it any further. That would be stretching it too far. One step at a time, I needed to get her back on board.“Aiden?” a voice called out, and I looked up to see who it was.It was Rayna. Wrapped in a luxury spa robe, she stood near the doorway, eyeing me curiously.“What are you doing in here?” she asked, her gaze taking in every corner of the room.I straightened up and started walking toward the door to exit.“Noth

Lila’s povI was ready for the day’s work. The morning was bitter cold, unusually so. I sat down with my coffee in hand, but I didn't have an appetite at all. Watching the cream swirl into circles in my cup, I waited for my ride until I heard the horn sound outside. I jumped to my feet and ran toward the door.It was time for work... day four.I got into the car, and the driver took me straight to the beach house. Once I stepped out, I followed my usual morning routine, submitting my sheets before turning to head out for my usual walk around the property until it was time to leave.That was when the butler called out to me.“Miss Black? You’re being summoned,” he said, turning and walking away as he took the sheets from me. I watched him as two men stepped up to stand before me. They were clearly my escort. I followed them wherever they were taking me.The took me round the house to the beach, I ended up coming face to face with Rayna, Aiden and Matthew.What is going on now…? My hear

Lila’s pov There were too many things happening all at once but how I got mixed up in all this? I’m so drained. I could just walk away and want to part with it any more but I had more at stake. My whole life was at stake, if I don’t return back to school with a report of good conduct, I’ll be cut off entirely, my allowances and priviledges, taken from me so I had to comply, act like a good girl and just do as told, else who was Mathew to tell me what to do, but there was something that frightened me even more. It was the way he looked at me, it had changed, not the way I have known him for some time now, it was now more serious ,carrying more sense of responsibility than I had known, like someone who was on guard, like a guard who cares. Looking at him as he walked away, I saw Aiden watching far off but as I looked at him, he walked away too. Something wasn’t quite right with him but what concerned me more was Mathew, how do one say I was getting twirled in a swirling wind in th