All Chapters of Not my spec: Chapter 161 - Chapter 169

Aiden’s pov I don’t know why I even let myself lose control just for a taste of her lips. Asking me that question if I regret anything was same as saying I regret knowing her but I never did, I would have so much said it but my mouth couldn’t say the words, all it could do is act. I may be mad, upset, frowning at all her wrongs but that’s one thing that made me like her even more, her imperfections, it made everything about her perfect. A hard girl with a bad attitude that knew how to get under my mood, no lip gloss, no make up to make me move but I’m certain her face alone was enough to make me groove. I just hoped my action answered her question but deep into the kiss Deep into the kiss, she pushed me away, I thought it was her way of saying fuck off until Mathew stepped in, that way the puzzle was solved. But….how did she know he was coming? The thought hit me. While talking to Mathew I had brought it up. “Did you tell Lila about this spot?” I asked him and he took a step ba

Lila’s pov My heart was heavy and troubled with my last conversation with Aiden. I paced my room restless, my wrist was itching bad and I kept itching, it was a sign of anxiety. I couldn’t blame him for the way he acted, it was all my fault from the start, I was the problem. I had always pushed him away, made him to feel terrible for ever coming close but now, now I really needed him close. I didn’t have the luxury of bitching around anymore, I needed Aiden’s help and I needed it now than ever. Everything he had said was right, something was really happening to me and I would be glad to know. My heart was no longer conflicting my interest, not after what happened, something was really going on with me and I needed a friend I can trust to help me. I knew I messed up this time and from the say he sounded, we might never have a reason to talk again, I couldn’t let that be. I got out of my house and it was already dark, I knew what i was about to do was risky but I had to anyway. I

Aiden’s pov I finally had a moment with her, she seemed more willing and ready to give in to me, I was lost in my own world of her embrace until, she stopped me. I would have been mad at her but that wasn’t what raised my attention, it was what happened afterwards the rejection. Her fingers were sharp, but they were short, piercing deep into my flesh as blood streamed down my arm. She pulled out in panic and crawled to the head side of the bed, holding her mouth in panic, she quickly took her hand off her mouth and looked at the blood stain on her hand. In a bid of panic, she got up real fast and rushed to the rest room, I knew that feeling, I had the same feeling when I first clawed out in the middle of my sleep when I was a boy, it was terrifying, turning at such a young age, but hers was different, she was clawing much older than every average kid, the feeling that it could ever happened must have passed and now this. She needed space and sometime to herself, I understood perfe

Aiden’s pov She had been acting weird, and distant, maybe it was because of everything that happened tonight. From just a simple meeting, we had jumped into each other’s arms, I should be feeling thar way too but something in me kept me calm like I was on the right path. Her case was even more, she just noticed something that wasn’t there before. Something major had just shifted in her life, and the terrifying reality of it all must have been getting to her. I was right all along, even back at the alleyway. She was changing but her way seemed different, her claws were not even out but she managed to pierce into my flesh and making me bleed. Why was it this way? With my hands locked behind my head, I was deep in thought when a sudden knock on the door broke the silence. I sat up to check if it was actually my door, but the voice that followed was more than enough to convince me that it was my door. “Master Aiden…?” It was the butler’s voice. I panicked knowing Lila was in my room,