This time, just as I'd fantasized, I drew all the liquid from the bottle into the syringe. Although I wasn't sure what dosage would cause cardiac arrest, this much should be enough.I rolled up my sleeve and placed the syringe needle tip against the exposed vein on my forearm. When the needle pierced my skin, I instinctively flinched.My thumb, pressing on the plunger, just wouldn't push down.Jack, what do you have left to cling to?! You've fallen out with your parents, lost your job, cut ties with almost all your friends, and now even your girlfriend, whom you consider your pillar of support, has betrayed you.Family, friendship, love, career... you have nothing left. Why not just leave this world? Even being a rich family's dog in the next life would be better than a life like this.But why was my thumb trembling so violently?Push it, push it down! I suddenly screamed like a madman, looking utterly insane, then instantly lost all strength and threw the syringe aside.I heard
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