جميع فصول : الفصل -الفصل 30

Erin’s POVI couldn’t breathe as Sofia pushed my wheelchair towards the front doors of the hospital.I wasn’t ready to leave.As horrible as the last few days had been, that room had let me hide from everything waiting outside.I didn’t have to think about where I was going.Or what the fuck I was supposed to do with my life now.But mostly, I didn’t have to face the fact that when I walked out those doors, I was leaving my baby behind.My hands gripped the sides of the chair.I felt sick.How was I supposed to keep living when he wasn’t coming with me?The doors slid open, fresh cold air rushing into my lungs. I tried to breathe it out, but it stuck in the back of my throat.Oh goddess, I wasn’t ready.My head dropped forward, everything around me blurring. Where was I even going to stay? I was too weak.My stomach filled with pain, rushing through me.The cut in my stomach needed to be cleaned and cared for. How was I going to do that if I…“Erin.” A warm finger lifted my chin. “Are

Erin’s POVWhy was I nervous?He was just like every other Alpha. Sure, he was larger and ruled the most dangerous rogue pack.“You look much better than you did at our first meeting.” He stepped to the side, holding out his arm. “Take a seat.”“Thank you.” I bowed my head, walking over and sitting down.Adam stood beside me.I pressed my hands into my lap to stop them from shaking.“Beta Adam told me you want to join my pack.” He leaned back against his desk, crossing his arms over his chest. His eyes still locked on me.I looked to Adam.He hadn’t told me he was the Beta, but I guess that would explain why his house was so big.“Yes.” I nodded.Gamma Anthony smirked.Alpha Nicklaus’s wolf flashed through his eyes. “Why?”I could give him a hundred answers.“Because I…” I paused, looking down at my hands. “Because I need somewhere to start again.”Alpha Nicklaus reached around, grabbing something from his desk.A knife.He flipped it between his fingers.Oh, goddess, had I given the

Erin's POV“There’s a little girl out here,” I told Nicklaus as I stood my ground.Nothing was going to make me leave that little girl out here alone. I couldn’t save my baby, but I would save her, or I would die trying.Nicklaus glared at me for a second before nodding and taking off to go fight.I turned away from him, lifting my nose into the air. Every scent twisting together until I couldn’t separate one from another.“Lily!” I called through the pack bond, hoping someone close enough might hear me.Nothing.I ran down the street. Another group of wolves crashed into each other ahead of me.Where was she?I stopped.My ears twitched as I tried to focus. The sounds around me pushing on each other, a tingle running through me. The tingle grew stronger, spreading through my chest and down my legs. Everything around me becoming clearer.Claws scraping against the ground.Wolves breathing.Teeth snapping.Heartbeats pounding all around me.I stood completely still, trying to separate

Erin's POVI woke up, my body dripping in sweat.It was just a dream, just another stupid dream about the monster that killed my baby. Rage swam through me, hot and fast.Revenge.I needed it.One day I was going to stand in front of Carlos again and make sure he understood exactly what he had done.I pushed the blankets away and sat on the edge of the bed.Three months.That was all I had here unless I chose a mate. But I didn’t want another mate. Not after Carlos and not when I didn’t even know who I was anymore. When the three months is over, I would leave.And I would make Carlos pay, no matter the cost. I got up, heading for the door, and went downstairs to find Adam. But the house was empty, a note sitting on the kitchen bench.I picked it up.*Had to work. Be home around dinner. Eat something.*I put the note back down and opened the fridge, forcing myself to make some toast before looking around the kitchen.The house was quiet.Sitting around all day with nothing but my tho

Erin's POVI spun around, pulling the shirt back over my head. My eyes scanned the room, something moving near the wardrobe.Blue growled, pushing against me, ready to shift at any second.Ruby walked out from beside the wardrobe.“What the fuck are you doing in here?”Her eyes narrowed as she looked me up and down. “I thought this was Adam's room.”“Well, it's not.” I took a step towards her. “So get out.”Ruby took a step closer, crossing her arms over her chest. “Make m...” she stopped.Anthony's laugh drifted from downstairs. “Come, Nicklaus, it was funny. Lighten up for once. Even Adam thought it was funny.”Rage filled Ruby's face, her wolf clear in her eyes. “You've been here what? A few days?” she said. “And suddenly all three of them are downstairs eating your food like you've always belonged here.”“What does that have to do with you breaking into my room?”“I came here for Adam.”“Then go downstairs and find him,” I said blankly to her as I walked away from her, going to ge