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Maybe it's the fact that I couldn't talk to Rose about this. And I sure as hell couldn't bring it up to my own twin brother.I hadn't realised how much I had been wanting to get this out until the words were now out in the open.This time Trace did look shocked.He paused and sat up."Uhm okay." He seemed to be processing. He raised a finger. "Just a quick question. I thought you said you two weren't a thing."I fiddled with the strap of my bag. I should have felt more guilty right? Hanging out with Nolan behind Raymond's back was clearly some sort of sibling code violation.I cleared my throat. It's not like he wasn't completely shattering his own sibling code in his own way by kissing my best friend."We're not together." I spoke with finality. "It's just... it's something silly he's making up to me from when we were kids."My explanation seemed insufficient. More like an excuse than anything really.Trace didn't respond immediately."But I'm guessing your brother doesn't know about

We were in a car park I didn't recognise. I looked around the dim and dingy place before snapping my head towards Nolan. "I swear Charlestone, if all these years, you've secretly been an axe murderer and you're finally going to murder me, I swear I will haunt you." Nolan scoffed and shook his head. "Okay, Sav." He spoke unaffected by my dramatic response. He opened his car door before jumping out. A few seconds later he was at my side opening my door. "Let's go." He nodded out the door. I gave him a suspicious look but knew I couldn't back down now. I mean, I had come all this way. We walked down a streer I don't think I had ever been down. It was already getting dark. Just after 7.30pm. I hugged my body looking around at excited looking strangers heading in the same direction we were. Kids with parents. Older and younger couples, groups of teenagers. I racked my brain wondering where Nolan could possibly be taking me. Then I heard it before I could see it. Oh my gosh! I w

"No way." I spoke."Yes way." Nolan responded."No way." I added more vindiction to my words but Nolan just stood up straight, Mikey tucked under his arm pit and the other hand on his hip."Savannah. People are starting to stare." He spoke and I could tell he was trying really hard to be patient.Surely, when I looked around, there were a number of people trying to make a wide berth to get around us."Two for the Ferris wheel?" the attendant spoke in a loud voice to get our attention. Looking at us and seeming more than unamused by the fact that I was probably holding up the line and wasting his time."Yes please." Nolan spoke confidently.I turned to him sharply. "Nolan." I hissed. "You know I am not a fan ot heights."Nolan took me by the hands and pulled me off to the side.He put his hands on my shoulders. "Don't worry about that. I got you."His smile was so sincere and beautiful, I honestly believed if he asked me tp rob a back right now, I would do it."Besides the ferris wheel

I was storming down the street not really caring where I was going. Tears were running down my face and I'm sure I looked like an insane person.The weather was cool and of course all I wore was this stupid flimsy red dress.I huffed out in frustration wiping the back of my hand across my face. I knew I had ruined my makeup but it didn't matter anymore.Nothing mattered. I hated them both. I hated Raymond for being such a crappy brother. And I hated Nolan for being his stupid best friend and always being on his side.I couldn't forget the way he looked away from me. How he hadn't even tried to fight for me.I heard the engine and cranking of a struggling engine and turned to see Trace's beaten down band van coming up behind me, headlights on."Savannah!" He yelled.I looked back and kept walking.I hadn't wanted him to witness any of that. I hadn't wanted anyone to witness any of that. I was too embarrassed to face anyone let alone him.Maybe if I had just went to his show with him in