The car door closed slowly behind her.I drifted alongside the car for a stretch of the road.Through the glass, Vivian suddenly lifted her head and stared, unfocused, in my direction.For one instant, I thought she could see me.But the next second, she lowered her head again and buried her face in her knees.Ten years ago, when I threw myself in front of that iron bar, I never once thought about being repaid.She was my sister.All I knew in that moment was that if the bar hit her skull, she might die.So I threw myself in front of it.After I lost my right leg, she did take care of me.She massaged my stump. She pushed my wheelchair into the sun. On nights when phantom limb pain kept me awake, she would sit beside my bed and cry with me.But somewhere along the way, guilt became a burden.Care became resentment.And I became the stain on her life she wished she could erase.I hated her once.Hated Dad. Hated Mom.Hated that when I was at my most desperate, not one of them believed m
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