ElianoMy father’s car pulled away from the gate at ten past ten, and I was already running.I didn’t look back at it. I had sat through three hours at a long table with a linen cloth and silver knives, and my father had said almost nothing. He had asked the waiter for water. He had asked me if my coat was warm enough. Near the end, he set down his glass and said, “You will not stand at that lectern again.” That was all. He didn’t say her name. He didn’t say anything about the school, the Flame Roll, or the word I had said out loud in front of four hundred people. I said, “Yes, Father,” because the other answer would have started something I couldn’t finish in a restaurant.Now I ran up the long path with my coat open and my hands shaking. I had spent the whole evening holding still, and my legs were glad to move. I reached the boys’ wing, climbed to my room, and sat on my bed in the dark. I was too angry to turn on the lamp. I had no idea who I was angry at.—⨝—At eleven o’clock, so
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