I said, "I don't feel awful."I clenched my hands together, my thumbs digging into each other. The pain snapped me back, and I glanced down. By accident, I caught a glimpse of Bianca's foot resting on Seth's leg under the table.Their faces, though, were completely calm, as if nothing was happening. They were practically award-winning actors.All the exhaustion I'd bottled up over countless days and nights finally blew up in that moment. After the dust settled, all that was left was anger.I finally understood why I was so tired.Every day, Seth acted like he was a devoted fiance, and I had to keep playing my part as his perfect other half, even though we both knew whatever we'd felt for each other was long gone.First, he wanted me to act like the doting girlfriend who was madly in love with him. Then, he needed me to play the gracious fiancee who didn't care he was cheating.Now, he even wanted me to act like I was a victim who'd been held captive, act like I still loved him,
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