I spent the entire day holding my son, never letting him out of my sight. Feeding him, changing his diapers, burping him—I did it all.When Whitney woke up and saw me sitting on the couch with our baby in my arms, her eyes turned red."Theodore, you haven't slept in three days.""I'm not tired," I said.She reached out and touched my face. Her fingers were cold. "You look awful. I'm worried you are going to wear yourself out.""I can handle it." I wrapped my hand around hers, my voice a little hoarse. "As long as you and the baby are here, I can handle anything."Whitney did not try to argue with me again. She knew me too well. Once I made up my mind, there was no changing it.That night, I pushed the crib right beside my bed and locked the hospital room door.The camera was running, and my phone was connected to my fitness band. Any movement or sound would make the band vibrate and wake me up.At 2:00 am, I finally started losing the battle with sleep. My eyelids grew heavy,
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