For a long moment, I forgot how to be a person.My mother stood in her garden with dirt on her apron and a basket of herbs at her feet, smiling at me the way you smile at a stranger on a cold road. I had expected something to happen. I do not know what. A cry, maybe, or a gasp, or her hands flying to her mouth. Instead there was only the lantern light and the hens muttering in their coop and a woman waiting politely for me to say why I was in her garden."Mama," Cassian started, in a cracked whisper.I caught his sleeve. He turned, and I shook my head, very slightly. I could feel him shaking."Not like that," I said, as quietly as I could. "She will be frightened.""She is my mother.""I know. She is mine too." My own voice was thin. "But she does not know that, and if we shout it at her, she will only be afraid of us."He stared at me. Then something in his face gave way, and he nodded once, hard, and pressed the heel of his hand against his eyes.I took a breath and stepped forward
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