Anzac Little
I have asthma, but Mom still forces me to take part in freshman orientation drills just to avoid accusations of favoritism.
As I stand at attention in the 95-degree heat, my lips start turning blue. With no other choice, I raise a trembling hand.
"Ms. Horton, I don't feel well—"
Before I can finish, Roxanne Horton, the instructor leading our drills, coldly slaps my hand down.
"Only half an hour in, and you're already faking sick to get out of training? And you have the nerve to lie to my face? Is this how your parents raised you?"
Mom stands just a few feet away. As the dean of Hawthorne College, she immediately feels humiliated and turns to glare at me.
"Everyone else is holding up just fine. You're the only one demanding special treatment," she snaps. "No daughter of mine would act like this. You'll stand here alone for another hour. Let's see how long you keep up this act."
But I'm already struggling to breathe. My legs give way beneath me, and I collapse to the ground, clutching my throat as my face turns purplish-red.
Before everything fades to black, I reach a trembling hand out toward Mom.
"My inhaler… Help me…"
But Mom's expression hardens. She turns away and lets my hand drop limply back into the dirt.
"You've barely been standing for half an hour, and you're already pretending to have an asthma attack? Do you think I got to be dean by falling for every ridiculous lie?" She scoffs. "Get up right now. Stop embarrassing yourself!"
When Roxanne realizes that I still haven't moved, she flies into a rage. She grabs the back of my collar and tries to haul me upright.
By then, though, I'm already drifting upward, hovering above them.
Looking down at Mom's cold, disappointed face, I twist the sweat-soaked hem of my shirt, overcome with shame.
I'm sorry, Mom. I'll never be the daughter you can be proud of.