Seren
On our third wedding anniversary, Lorenzo Falcone came back from Sicily with a chest of jewels.
Without thinking, he slid the chest toward my sister Vella and told her to pick first.
I stared, eyes wide, and the disappointment slipped out before I could stop it:
"Lorenzo. It's our anniversary. Don't I get to choose first?"
He faltered for just a second. Then he said:
"Lily, as a Donna, you should know how to be gracious. You can't always act like a little girl."
I'd heard that for over twenty years.
Since I was a child, the eldest daughter of the family, I'd long learned to step aside. Give up the horse I loved. Give up my grandfather's keepsake. Give up the chance to study abroad. Give up the voice that should've been mine.
My father told me to be sensible. My mother told me to protect my little sister.
When I met Lorenzo, I really thought—foolishly—that I was done giving things up.
He'd pull me behind him when the gunshots rang out. He'd hold my hand when the nightmares jolted me awake. He'd say it in front of everyone, so sure of himself:
"Lily is my only choice."
But I was wrong.
Not long after we got married, Vella moved in with us. She said she couldn't bear to be apart from me. Lorenzo promised he would treat her like his own flesh and blood, give her a little extra care.
But somewhere along the way, extra attention turned into her first—without him even noticing.
After she'd made her picks, she handed me the leftover brooch. Old. Tarnished.
"This one suits you, sis."
I looked at her. Forced a bitter smile.
"Take it all. I don't want any of it."
Quietly, I slipped my wedding ring off my finger and tucked it into my bag.
Three days from now, I'll place it beside the divorce papers on his pillow.
And then I'll walk away. From him. From this city that was never mine to begin with.