Hillside Belle
After swallowing my fourth painkiller of the day, I sit in the hotel lobby wearing the suit Lily Sullivan picked out for me, waiting for the entire morning.
The hotel where the wedding is supposed to take place is completely deserted. I then stumble across a livestream of a wedding that is trending locally.
On the screen, Lily is slipping the ring that belongs to me onto the groom's finger. And the groom is Henry Griffin, my younger brother, who vanished ten years ago.
Facing the camera, Lily speaks calmly. "Ryan Griffin, I know you're watching this. Ten years ago, you lost Henry, causing him to suffer for years. I only pretended to marry you so that today, you could finally experience the despair of being abandoned."
The camera shifts to my parents and older sister, the people who have promised to help decorate our new home.
My sister says coldly, "You got ten years of our love and attention. Now, it's time to give everything back to Henry. Consider it your atonement."
I stare blankly at the happy family on the screen, at a loss.
I calmly close the livestream, then take the good luck charm I had planned to give Lily, along with the wedding ring and boutonniere, and toss them all into the trash.
What none of them know is that a month ago, I was diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer. Even today, I'm only able to stand upright with the help of painkiller injections.
All I want before I die is to be Lily's groom for a day, and to let my parents and sister witness one last moment of happiness in my life.
Now, that dream is shattered.
I only have three days left. For the rest of that time, I'll find somewhere quiet and wait to die.