SunnySideUp
On the anniversary of our child's death, my mother suddenly suffers chest pain, and my husband, Gavin Grover, accompanies her to the hospital first.
Meanwhile, I go to the cemetery alone and leave my daughter, Miley Grover, various toys and snacks. It isn't until evening that I hail a cab home. A radio program is playing in the car when the host takes a call from a new listener.
The moment the man speaks, I recognize the voice.
"Two years ago, my wife had complications during childbirth. We lost the baby, and the doctors said it would be very difficult for her to get pregnant again. My in-laws are getting old and want us to continue the family line, so they asked me to have a child with another woman and pass it off as my wife's. She is giving birth today. I don't know whether I should tell my wife the truth."
My entire body goes rigid. He goes on to say that he has been trying to have a child with another woman for the past six months. He says, "At first, I felt guilty. But now that the baby is about to be born, I can't just abandon Jenny."
My mind goes blank. Jenny is my younger sister, who has been away from home for the past six months.
With trembling hands, I call Gavin, but he hangs up.
The next second, he sends me a voice message. "Your mom's fine. She's already gone home. I'm working overtime at the office. Go home. I made some food in the kitchen."
He sounds as gentle as ever. But unmistakably, a baby is crying in the background.
At this moment, I realize something. While I'm mourning the child we lost, he is with someone else, waiting for their child to be born.