Oldcat
In Mistbrook Valley, there's a custom. If a she-wolf still hasn't met her fated mate after her first shift, she can choose a mate herself. All she has to do is carve a little horn lantern and hang it on a hawthorn tree. Whoever wants her takes it down.
Silas Rowan, the Moon Goddess's priest, and I grew up together. That lantern should have been his to take.
But I waited all night, and the one who finally took it down was Gideon Ward, the young Alpha who had just returned from the North.
"I fell for you the moment I saw you." His voice was low, and the tips of his ears were red. "Marry me, Evelyn."
After we bonded, when I had a fever, he'd carry me on his back over three ridges through the night to find a healer. After full-moon hunts, he'd pick a pink hawthorn blossom and tuck it behind my ear.
There was always such heat in his eyes when he looked at me.
I thought we'd live like that forever.
But after Silas and I survived a landslide together, I found out I was pregnant.
No one around us believed the baby was Gideon's. Even Gideon looked at me with red-rimmed eyes and asked me a single question.
"Evelyn, do we really have to keep this baby?"
Something in my heart died for good.