LOVE LOST, LOVE FOUND
I knew that eventually, I would have to deal with the emotions that I had been trying to avoid.
I sighed and rubbed my tired eyes. I knew that I had a long way to go, but for now, I was just going to enjoy the peace and quiet of my clean and tidy house. I was going to take a deep breath, and let the calm and peacefulness wash over me. And I was going to try to forget, just for a little while, about Gael and his infidelity.
As I stood there, surrounded by the clean and tidy room, I suddenly remembered something Derek had said to me. "Find yourself," he had told me. "Discover who you are, outside of your marriage and your relationship with Gael."