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I am dead…. ****

Like I've missed you too much Always miss you I can't deny it You are the only one That can make my soul Who ever dies becomes meaningful But now you're gone It's like being swallowed by the Earth Don't you realize What does your love mean to me? I don't know where you are I feel like I'm living my life without you Do you miss me there? Like I've missed you too much Always miss you Oh, yeah Oh-oh, I don't know where you are I feel like I'm living my life without you Do you miss me there?

Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else That I'd fallen for a lie? You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die - Billie Eilish Lyana How to start something I don't even know how to talk about, the worst taking over and the abstraction of happiness moving further and further away in search of a safe place to hide from everything, from so much dirt.

Was this really my life? I tried to think of anything else. Something encouraging. Praying. Being hopeful. All seemed like a joke. There was nothing I could do that would make me feel better anymore. I had given up. Whatever was going to happen was whatever I was going to accept. I stopped listening to my heart because there was nothing there anymore. “Diya,” Matt called me. “I said don’t talk to me,” I responded, looking away.

'As around the sun the earth know she's revolving And the rose buds know to bloom in early May Just as hate know love's the cure You can rest your mind assure That I'll be loving you always As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow But in passing we'll grow older everyday Just as all that's born is new Do know what I say is true That I'll be loving you always Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky (always) Until the ocean covers every mountain high (always) Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea (always)

I will go to hell and back to get her from the grips of death. And as I kneel on the bathroom floor with her blood covering my hands, she has stolen my breath once again, because I can’t breathe. I can’t move. They took her out of my arms and I’m frozen in this nightmare that’s on a loop in my mind where I’m seeing the light slowly leave her eyes. I need that gale force wind again because I will die without it. I will die without her.

I whisper to myself in pain I feel my heart breaking into pieces,I'll never heal from this pain Katerina is dead and it's all my fault.... . .

Everyone rushed toward me. But I couldn't hear them. The gaping hole in my chest swallowed me whole, a pain more agonizing than a thousand silver bullets. Shelly was really dead. My Luna, my mate, was gone forever. But… I was going to fix it. I was going to go back to her as soon as Kyra's baby was born… Why! "Shelly—" I struggled to my feet and staggered toward the ship's rail. "Alpha, what are you doing?" I stared into the churning darkness below, the waves calling to me. "Shelly," I whispered, my voice breaking. "My mate... I'm coming for you."

"Jay, I'll take care of your grandmother. I'm sorry. If I could go back, I wouldn't believe Doug. Jay… I miss you." I watched her curled up on the floor…and felt nothing. I drifted above her, my presence thinning, fading piece by piece. If I got another chance at life, I would never want to meet her again.

Everyone who betrayed me paid the price, but I felt no joy. Their deaths only left a void in me. I would wish for a family without favoritism and neglect if I could live my life again, even if it was only just once, I wanted to feel loved. However, my soul was exhausted. All I wanted was to rest in peace.