The Killer Who Found Me
He said: “The people who didn’t do anything wrong cry. Not always. Not at every interview. But somewhere in the conversation, the body remembers it lost a husband, and the body cries.”
He looked at me.
He said, gently: “You haven’t cried.”
I did not cry then either.
I want to tell you why, because the why was not the reason Eddie Doyle thought.
I did not cry because Derek had taken the body’s capacity to cry over him a long time ago. I had cried, in three years, more than I had cried in the whole of my life before him — and I had cried, when I cried, with a fan on, into a towel, in a bathroom with a locked door. The body did not remember losing Derek because the body had already, slowly, acr
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