Vows of Ashes
My father’s house was dark when I reached it, the police tape from last night still fluttering loose across the shattered front door, and I let myself in through the back the way I had a thousand times as a boy sneaking in past curfew, my heart hammering for reasons that had nothing to do with nostalgia.
The study was exactly as we’d left it. Drawers dumped, the old sea chest overturned, my mother’s few remaining things scattered across the floorboards like something washed ashore. I knelt among them, running my hands along the underside of the desk, the back panel of the ruined drawers, everywhere a man might hide something he never intended anyone to find, and it was nearly twenty minutes