Can I still love you?
After like 3 hours,
I am laying on the bed, while Harry is sleeping on me, and tears are following from my eyes, he was so gentle this time, he didn't hurt my body this time, but he did hurt my heart, he made me realize that I can never be someone that he loves, he made me realize that I can never be his real wife that he loves and respect, I can only be someone that he hates or takes as a replacement, I looked at his handsome face with his eyes closed and he looks so peaceful, he is hugging so tight that I can't move, and he has never held like this before which really hurts, I closed my trying my best not to think about any of these, I am the one that decided to be his replacement even tho