Novel & Cerita I Can Love Me Better

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

Every bit of your effort is in vain. But on the contrary, you think it's your fault, that you didn't try hard enough. For two years, I've been convinced that Jacob loves me. It's just that he can't communicate. It wasn't until I saw "Love of My Life" that I realized how ridiculous I had been for two years. It's not that he can't love, it's just that he doesn't want to love me. I mentioned the breakup with Jacob. He opened his mouth and ultimately did not say a single word.

It would serve her right if she learned one or two lessons that she was so ready to preach all the time. Love was overrated. It was not the wonderful feeling that was always portrayed in movies and novels. Love was a feeling which made one dependent on another person and it eventually destroys one’s own persona. Pessimist thoughts filled her mind which aggravated her foul mood even more. Normally, she was an impatient human being and wanted to resolve her pending issues as soon as possible. It was more than two weeks now that she had returned from New York and she wanted to get back to her old life rapidly.

Who's been spewing such nonsense about me? "I won't stand for such vicious gossip spreading around and reaching my daughter's ears! Was it those troll accounts that love making up ridiculous tags and headlines? I'll make them pay immediately!"

I cupped his face. “Listen to me,” I said, each word a promise. “You think ‘better’ means penthouse views and black credit cards? I’ve had ‘better.’ It was empty. ‘Better’ is watching you light up when you talk about those kids. ‘Better’ is building something with my own hands that actually helps people. ‘Better’ is you, next to me, fighting for what’s real.” I pressed my forehead to his. “I don’t want a life behind you, Aiden. I want a life with you. However messy it gets. That’s the only ‘better’ I’ll ever need.”

I've learned how to be better with it. Even without somebody else to make me feel loved. Because why would I need someone when I can already do that myself?

I grinned and sang to Lara ‘Darling if you ever leave me well I'll just put my heart away I couldn't love again believe me no one could please me anyway And if another ever came along I'd just turn them down cause after all I've been loved by the best I can't settle now for less why bother with the rest Baby I've been to the top I guess with you I have been blessed I won't take nothing less I've been loved by the best If you ever get tired of me well I won't look for someone new Cause looking back on how you loved me no one could measure up to you

Cassandra retorted. “Why don’t you give someone else a chance to love and treat you like the special woman you are?” Raymond mumbled softly, and Cassandra slowly raised her head to look at him. She shook her head bitterly and stood up on her feet. “I’m already in ruins, Raymond. What would you do with a woman like me? I’m incapable of loving someone else.

After praying and seeking forgiveness…. Next day Saad went to office to fulfill his responsibilities as C.E.O of the company . He look at the picture of Meerab in his phone . " I would try to summon more strength. I failed myself, and you too. I never understood before why love must be free; I do now. It must be free or the need will warp your own nature and change the love into something it should never be. Love isn't possession, but the wind beneath the wings of the one you love. So I have something new to work on, to watch for that flash of darkness and strive to be better. The problem was never you, but me. To be better, my love, I must be able to walk alone. Then I can be who I need to

’ [I love you too. The End