Insanity Rhymes Novels & Stories

damn it! "R! you really are a demon!" I screamed as if my organs were spinning, I feel like I could throw up at any time in this situation. "Wahahahaha!! You really are one of the fools don't you?" He laughs like a devil and he's the devil it self, it goes over and over again in my ears which is crazy cause I vomited. I vomited bl*od as if it were my organs, I vomited until the world stopped spinning, but I suddenly fell into a water.

I looked down and curses that freaking weirdo in my head. “Faster baby girl!” he shouted making others look at him and then to me. “Fuck!”

She asked nervously as if she was afraid she would ask the wrong question and I would lash out again. I let out a huge breath of air and took a long sip of the cold water, hoping it would help to control my temper and keep me serene. "I feel like he has transported me back to that unforgettable day and I see him, punching and kicking that innocent man, it's all so real that I begin to have a mental breakdown, but when I pull away from him, the nightmare disappears." I trailed of not thinking I can continue describing what I have to go through everyday. I blink repeatedly to stop the tears from falling.

After fixing my messy hair, I went to my shoes rack to grab my white sneakers and my car keys from the bedside table and I left to the college. I started humming to my favorite song while driving my car to our college. "Baby, baby, I feel crazy Up all night, all night and every day Give me something, oh, but you say nothing What is happening to me? I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain And I don't wanna fit wherever I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home"

My whole body itched. I suddenly saw a reflection of me on the other side of the room staring at the corner of the wall, another of me looking at the door, another laid out in the middle, another resting on the bed. Whose the real me? I finally found myself pacing the small boxed in room. How long have I been in here!? "Let me out!" I begged and kicked at the door. I'm going insane in here! I paced the room with dread of being in here. Something like this place will make anyone go mad. A sane person mad and a mad person sane. I started in a circle then, hearing my mirrored images counting to try to stay sane. All I've got to do is count to stay sane.

“You’re insane.” Raja chuckled, the sound became darker and mocking. “Oh, I am. And you’ll learn just how far my insanity goes.” He flick his tongue, his gaze raking over Tales like a possession that has already been claimed. “You want a number? Fine. Let’s say… five years. But it won’t just be once, twice or five times a day. No, Tales. You'll kneel and suck my dick like a whore you are. Get on all fours as you take all my cum. By the time we’re done, you’ll have lost count. And you’ll know—every inch of your body, every part of your soul—it all belongs to me.”

When I open them, Luke is still watching me, waiting. "I need to get my bags," I whisper into the phone. "Luke will take care of everything. Just come to me." This man has always been able to turn my rational mind into chaos. He makes me forget who I am, forget what I want, forget every promise I've made to myself. I hand the phone back to Luke without another word and follow him toward the Range Rover. My legs feel like they're made of water, but I keep walking. I'm such an idiot.

One asks, leaning his arms against the icy metal. “It’s not that I want to die.” I hiccup, tears falling from my lashes and freezing against my cheeks. “It’s just that I don’t want to live if this is all life has to offer… and I’m afraid that this is truly all there is for me. I have no reason to believe otherwise.” I shake my head forlornly, “they say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over but expecting different results. So I would be crazy to think I can keep meeting the sun each morning without inviting more heartache… wouldn’t I?”

His mind began drip-drip-dripping plop drip drip collecting into a puddle of nonsense at his feet lights and boxers and monsters in a pool of liquid rock, shaking sticks waved and played and talked the stock market then drank a bubbling milky scum from a big skull Aya. They yelled. Hua. They barked. Ska. Ska monoamine oxidase inhibitor their god there was a man from Nantucket who showed a left hand until until Plop!

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