Longing Leads To Love No More
After an argument with my wife, Joan Newman, I momentarily stepped out of the car to pick up a package. When I returned, our son, Jimmy Newman, was gone.
From that moment, I searched for him like a madman. Each waking hour was consumed by guilt.
My mother-in-law blamed me. My mother cried herself to sleep.
Joan jabbed a finger at my head and screamed, “Why are you still alive? If you don’t find our son, I’m divorcing you!”
From that day forward, for four long years, I gave up my career and my life. I traveled across the country almost a hundred times searching for my son, only to be met with disappointment every single time.
My body became covered in scars from self-harm. I fell into severe depression.
By the hundredth trip, I could no longer summon the will to face another defeat. I swallowed an entire bottle of sleeping pills.
As death closed in, I heard Joan talking to her childhood friend, Randy Kilk.
“Joan, you’ve tormented him long enough. When are you going to tell Steven that the boy was never missing? I can’t wait to see the look on his face.”
Joan laughed and casually said, “There’s no hurry. He forced me to abort our child, so now, he is suffering the consequences. When he finally understands his sins, I may consider telling him.”
So, the inhuman torment I had endured for four years had been nothing more than her punishment.
As a final tear rolled down my cheek, my soul left my body.
Joan, you got exactly what you wanted.