moonlight swordsman

It was all started in the hospital. I have a rare heart condition. I met him there, walking around the wards in his doctor's coat. Checking all the patients that been there. I thought my personality doesn't accepts other feelings. I'm a certified man hater! I didn't know why I fell in love with that grumpy doctor of mine! He's so mean and such a pain in the ass! I can't believe in myself that I totally fall for him. Not even a single day, it means everyday! What if fate crossed our paths? What should I do now? I'd accept him after all or not? Letting him to destroy the barriers that I've build through the years? Or maybe we're not in the same lane to be good and fit in each other? What should I do? Accept it or leave it?