Healing the man who broke me
that is why you have suddenly lost your sense of reasoning. This isn't about sex, I said quietly. Oh? Oh, it's not? You want to tell me that you have never imagined him bending you over? You haven't? I blinked, because I had, and I had done more than that. I had touched myself to the sound of his voice. I had touched myself to interviews of him, and the subtle brush of his skin against mine has almost made me feral. He's a changed person, and I understand why you would not believe that, but we actually talked. He makes me feel comfortable. He listens when I talk. He doesn't laugh when I stutter. He could have been cruel and made jokes and treated me like I was still that kid in high school,