Novel & Cerita Never Call Me When You're Sober

"It's 10 AM and you're drunk, how could you be this stupid mom, after everything I've done to get you sober!" I start feeling like answering the call might've been a mistake, whenever she calls it's nothing good, and now she's drunk, again. After all, I've done... the money... everything, and she's still doing the same shit she always did. "I don't want you to call me anymore, I can't keep doing this mom." Her hoarse laugh invades my ears as the sound of a glass smashing hits the floor from her side of the call. "Oh come off it Leo, I'm celebrating!"

- I don't pay attention to my phone while working, so I don't know. Calliope was annoyed, she ignored it and asked directly: - Where are you working now? Doris could understand that she was under suspicion that's why she was questioned by her mother. Calliope is still waiting for the results from Doris, she doesn't want or like her daughter to have contact with Riffen, even if Doris just got out of prison, with her beauty, anyone will be attracted. stop. - I work at the shop, I have a customer, so I hang up.

"Sure. Good deal." "Jimmy, you gotta be sober. That going to be an issue?" "No. I haven't touched anything in more than three weeks and I'm going to keep that up. But maybe we should start Monday. That'll give me a month dry. Sort of a nice, round number. It's not too bad. I just need to sorta get my head straight. I don't want to be flipping out on people here because I want a drink." "Okay. If that's an issue, Big Mike can help. He's my sponsor."

"You do not know the meaning of addicted, do you? I left for business. Stop behaving like a brat." "Great, I am too dumbasssy to know the meaning of addicted. Going for business without picking my calls and replying texts." "Because we couldn't have phones. That was a big distraction… You know you'd be the first person I am trying to come clean for." "Get off me."

The ringing on the other end felt like an eternity, a tug-of-war between my willpower and my addiction. Finally, Ethan's voice broke through, offering a lifeline in my darkest hour. "Cindy? Is everything okay?" My voice was strained, desperation evident. "Ethan, I can't do this anymore. This urge is consuming me." "Hey, hey, it's okay, remember why you decided to get clean. You've fought through this before." Tears welled up in my eyes, "I know, but the urge is unbearable. I just want that one hit."

'''' ''''I don't know. '''Okay, Call me then. If you want this to work call me.''''

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Soon, I was at my peak, and I couldn't even drive. I have no friends. No family except for Marietta and Valerie. I know I was wrong, but can't she give me a second chance? All I want is a second chance. I was drowned in my worries when a call came in. I didn't even bother to look at the caller. I just picked it obvious to who it was. “Yes,” “Are you drinking?” she asked. Looking at my phone to see if it was. I smirked. “Gloria, are you calling to mock me?”

Her soft whimpers as I played with her clit. “You're so hard, baby.” Their voices tug me from my reverie and my cock slowly turns limb. “Let us fix it,” They pull me into a room and take off my shirt. One of them reaches for my cock and I hold off her hand. “I'll watch.” “Whatever you want, baby.” They end up feeding my eyes and like before, my cock doesn't respond, not even once. I finish the second bottle and head out with a slight headache. I open my phone and dial the number I would've never called if I'd been sober.

I could only hate myself and curse the Cosmos. "Friend, if you ask superfluous things for your life, stop now. I'm saying from experience, words have power" I advised over the phone, in a rare moment of sobriety as soon as I left that second appointment. "Out of nowhere? What happened?" "Anything. Yet. But it's for you to be careful. Be more grateful for your life." "Are you drunk?" "No, worse than not. I've never been so sober. It's just that something might be happening, but I won't tell you yet because I need to learn the lessons that the Cosmos sends me.