Beautifully Ruined
Enzo’s mildness smashed through the big giant wall I have managed to build, and for the first time it happened, I allowed it to hurt.
Before I knew it, tears were running down my face as an ugly wail wretched itself from my throat. I cried. I don’t know for how long, and I don’t even remember when they all came and embraced me, each of them whispering sweet words to me, but I cried. Minutes ticked by, and I continued wailing, and it fucking hurt like a bitch. At that moment, I didn’t know what hurt more than the other,
The fact that I was never ever going to be able to conceive,
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