Novel & Cerita Quiet Goodbyes, A Love Without Tomorrow

“‘G-good-bye Is Not Forever’ is…oh, oh, I’m getting close again. Harder, Sed.” “Nope. This is all you get.” He sang to her though as he kept the same slow pace, his balls rubbing her clit, his c**k filling her deep. “Tomorrow was my second chance to make things right but it never came. I’m sorry I never treasured the time we had for those regrets I take the blame. You gave everything you had. I took without giving back.” Sed paused in his song, feeling ridiculous for singing it to her while they made love. “Baby, you realize this song is about Trey’s dead dog, don’t you?”

"Attempt 100: If he still doesn’t care, and my parents still don’t love me, then maybe I’ll stop trying since no one in this world sees me." Tears welled up. Had I really loved him this much? Was I really that broken? Maybe forgetting was a gift. I placed the journal into my suitcase. This part of my life was going with me, but it wouldn’t define me anymore. Then, my phone rang. "Zoe, don’t forget to attend Yvonne’s birthday party the day after tomorrow. Bring a gift," my mother's voice instructed. I started to protest, but she cut me off. "8 p.m. at the Grandview Hotel. Don’t be late."

The roses I had spent all afternoon picking were already starting to wilt, just like our six years together were coming to an end. Carl disappeared for a week. When he finally came back, he didn't say a word about where he'd been or ask how I was doing. The first thing he said was that he wanted to sleep with another woman. I didn't even know how long we sat there in silence until his phone rang on the table. It was that special ringtone he had set for Wendy Lyle. "Carl, you're still not coming?" Wendy's voice came through the phone. I tightened my fist so hard that my knuckles went white. "Carl Larson! We're not over yet!"

His voice was hoarse as he said, "Look at me. Just look at me and tell me you don't love me anymore. We had so many memories together. We were so in love. How could you just forget?" I let out a slow breath and met his bloodshot, desperate eyes. "Brandon, I don't love you anymore. Is that clear enough?" In that instant, it was as if all the strength had drained out of him. He started pounding his fists against the ground, over and over, even as blood seeped from his hands, as though he couldn't feel a thing. "Jocelyn, please! Even if you don't love me, we can start over. I'm begging you… Don't do this…"

Her gentleness, her quiet resilience, that's what he fell for without realizing it. But as he looked into her clear, detached eyes, he could not bring himself to say a word. Because it was clear. She no longer cared about love or heartbreak.

"You and Elroy were never friends. You've been rivals forever. Watching him fall apart—it made you happy, didn't it?" He dropped the act. Smirked. "Yeah. It did. Oh—and he's dead. Thought you should know. You're sharp, Celine. I wish you happiness." My pen hovered. Ink bled into the page. I tore it up, tossed it out. "Happiness isn't for me." I'd had it once. Look where that got me. He gave a soft laugh. "Goodbye. I hope you find freedom." This time, I nodded. Freedom—that, I could want.

Story is taking a very sharp turn Thank you so much for loving me Good bye till next update I love you all Take care May God bless all you with a beautiful future Ameen

I whispered, my voice breaking, "for helping me find my balance." In my mind, I saw him, leaning against his bike, that grin beaming like the sun. "Leah, no matter what happens in the future, please remember my words. I had a lot of choices, but I chose to be here with you." Then, he waved at me, jumped on his bike and drove off. "Goodbye, Darren," I whispered in my mind and my son tighter. "Goodbye, my..." I let the tears fall, silent and heavy, as the wolves howled softly in the distance. [The End]

"We're not going out at all. This was one step, one small good-bye before we don't have to say good-bye ever again. Right? That's the plan." "That's the plan, Mia." I brushed a kiss over her lips. "Doesn't make it easier. Doesn't mean it doesn't feel like that path isn't way too fucking long right now. Doesn't mean I don't wish it could be different, and the good-byes were over forever." "They will be, baby." Quinn framed my face with her hands, and her green eyes were serene and certain. "One day, one day soon, all the good-byes will be in our past. And then you'll be stuck with me forever."

Tomorrow, we begin anew, a new chapter has been turned in both our lives and we are more than ready to imprint our stories as we find our place while sharing this unbreakable bond that we have. Our love is pure. Our love is true and beautiful. No one can tell us otherwise. Until we begin to mark our next chapter...I bid you all Goodbye!