Novel & Cerita Shoto Crying

The heat of the water brings warmth back into my blood. Behind me he lathers shampoo into my wet hair. His fingers massage my scalp. He pours water on my head to wash it off. When I close my eyes, I see the other car flipping into the air and crashing upside down. The shattered glass, the bent metal. My eyes snapped open. That could have easily been us. “Fuck stop crying” Niko whispers in my ear. I didn’t know I was crying again. “What do I have to do to make you stop crying, I’d do anything” a broken sound escapes my lips at that. I burry my face in my palms as sobs wreck over me, I don’t even know why I’m crying. I just cry.

My own tears were about to spill over. "If you're sad… you have to cry!" Lily's voice trembled. "You can't hold it in all by yourself!" Silence. Then— "I'm here…" Her crying didn't stop. "I'll be with you…" "So… it's okay…" "You can cry…" Silence. Long. Very long. Then— A small voice. Broken. Like something finally cracking. I hold my breath. And then— Crying. Softly. At first. Then growing clearer.

My screams grow louder, filling the silence, as my heart pounds ferociously in my chest. My throat burns from the tears and the raw screams that escape me, and in that moment, I realize I have more tears inside me than words to express my pain. So, I cry. I cry until my eyes feel heavy and no more tears can flow. I’m not just crying for Richie; I’m crying for myself, for my dad, and for every single thing that has been weighing heavily on my heart. Each sob feels like a release, an acknowledgment of the struggles I’ve been facing, and I allow myself to feel every bit of it.