Novel & Cerita Since You Don't Love Me, Why Betray My Deep Affection

"And now that you know, will you do it for me?" I felt a surge of anger rising within me, fueled by the sense of betrayal that threatened to consume me whole. "So, this is why you asked me to be your Luna," I whispered, my voice trembling with suppressed emotion. "Not because you love me, but because you want something from me."

Why does love seem so difficult for both of us? I shook my head. I wanted to cry but I shook my head. "What if I were in my brother's situation...and you betrayed me? I don't want to feel that way, Your Majesty," I promised him softly. My body seems to be weak. I am slowly being eaten by the temptation. "If you were in his position now, I would have no reason to betray him," he answered me directly, almost at a loss for words. I hate cheating or infidelity. You're making a woman feel so worthless. But why am I being attracted? Like he's fire and I am a moth. I know that once I get too close, I will be burned by the fire and it will be the end of me.

“I am sorry… I seem to hurt you every time we are together…. Maybe I d-don’t deserve you… Maybe you’ll be better off without me…” I cupped his cheek as I whispered, “P-please, don’t leave me… please don’t die on me like this or I s-swear, I’ll follow you. I love you. I remember what happened, how I hurt you... and I want to tell you I didn’t mean to. I want to tell you how much I loved you. And still do. I didn’t betray you… I j.. just d-didn’t have a choice…” A soft crunch of the snow had my head jerking up.

He clasps his hands together, openly weeping now. But his words fall flat. They only feel bittersweet and ironic to me now. Maybe once upon a time Erick and I loved each other deeply. I know we did. We had something real. He threw it all away the moment he decided to betray me. The love we shared has only made what I want to do to him so much worse. “You betrayed me, Erick,” I say slowly, dragging my thumb across his face and digging my thumbnail into his skin. He gasps, and it’s almost a soft sound, a shiver that registers just under my skin, but I press a little harder and soon he has to swallow back the screams.

I gave her the power to destroy me and she did just that, she shattered me. Trust is the opposite of betrayal, you can't betray me unless I have actually trusted you. I already promised myself that I wasn't going to let anyone into my heart again, I wasn't going to trust anyone because it always ends the same way— betrayal. It doesn't matter how much I think about her, I wasn't in love with her, I was just obsessed with her pussy and since I haven't tasted her in a while, I was bound to feel this way. “We're here sir.” My driver said, pulling me out of my thoughts.

“I even said I love you to you. I never said that to anyone, hell, I never fell in love with anyone. You are my first love, and my first love betrayed me. And look what you made me do. You made me kill my friend. Well, my acquaintance! I don’t really have any friends. Either they pity me or are afraid of me. “But what could I have done. He touched you. No one can touch you. You are mine and will always be mine. I know you will start hating me for treating you poorly. But what can I do? All I remember is how you slept with Narciso. Why does he have to take everything from me? He took you away, he touched you, he kissed you, he slept with you. Until all that essence of him washes out, I don’t

Because I love him. I’m pretty certain I love Declan. I’ve nothing else to compare it to, I just trust deep down in the recesses of my soul that there is something there between us that means more. That he might be the missing piece I need to finally start living. I just have to hope that his affections survive the whole truth. That I was guided by flattery and my lustful wolf into sharing a kiss of betrayal. Caressing his strong hand, placing it against my heart I sent up a silent prayer to the Moon Goddess.

“Of course! We loved each other so much. If it hadn’t been for that awful woman–” “You’re wrong!” My voice cut through his delusion. A faint, bitter smile tugged at the corner of my lips. “If it wasn’t her, it would’ve been someone else. You call it manipulation. You say you were just trying to protect the weak, but the truth is, your love was never strong enough. Or maybe it lasted too long and you got tired of it. “No more excuses. What you did was betray what we had. And I don’t want a love that needs to be fought for like this. I won’t forgive you either.”

“I didn’t mean to…don’t hate me, please. I only did what I had to do because of love…” “No…Hay, don’t say that,” I scoffed in disbelief, shaking my head. “This isn’t love. It’s… betrayal, deceit, manipulation! If you loved me, you wouldn’t have put me and everyone else around us through such turmoil. Our relationship was going smoothly. Everything was going well, Hay. I envisioned our future together but you chose to fucking ruin it! I’m ashamed of you...you should be ashamed of yourself.”

his eyebrows thinned in a row as he asked. My heart shattered in pieces when he said that. Did he mean, he thought that his love for me was betrayal with her? "No, you never betrayed her, Sultan," I stated and continued. "You never gave me her place and nor I deserve. Your love for her is divine and eternal. I have seen in your eyes. I never felt that you forgot her and I don't think you can ever be. It's just we were broken and found each other as the saviours. Or if you think, you are betraying her staying with me, you can leave me. And I mean it. All I want you to be happy be it with anyone. You taught me, love isn't about possessing, it's about sacrificing, how much you can,"