Ruin me, Stepbrother
"I'm not there yet. Where you are. But I could be. I think I could be."
It was the best I could offer, and it wasn't even entirely a lie. Maybe if I gave this enough time, enough effort, enough genuine trying, I could get to where he was. Maybe the feelings would catch up to the actions, and one day I'd wake up and realize I'd fallen without noticing.
People did that, right? Fell in love slowly, over time, through accumulated moments of kindness and compatibility? Not everyone got the lightning-bolt, all-consuming thing. Some people got the slow burn, the gradual building, the friendship that turned into something more.