Blue Moon Alpha
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"I still have nightmares, but they have all turned into the day I lost you, like reliving the worse moment of my life on repeat, but I don't have you there to come make me feel better, or help me sleep again after it happens.
Instead I don't go back to sleep, I lay awake, thinking about how things could have been different, how I wish you would have treated me differently than you did.
Right now, in this moment, I feel like I have the you back I always wished never would have left. I may not fully trust it yet, it will take time for us to get there, but for now, help me sleep without the nightmares."
"I could hold you, if you'd let me, even if you have a nightmare, I won't leave you this tim